the anticlimax
I was on the brink of deleting this account but remembering the years of maintaining, visiting, updating and uploading photos made me reconsider so I just deleted the two contacts who were the main cause of my anxiety earlier this evening. They were the ones who actually requested to be added but seeing that they were just using this as an opportunity to keep track, I decided I was better off without them.
I kept them on my contacts list in deference to… and so they might not think I was avoiding them. Oh well, so that’s it. They are out of my Friendster account. I’ve been spending a lot of time on the fb but Friendster brings back memories, both delightful and painful. And my friends list is already quite a history of old friends and new acquaintances.
There was a time when I thought of burning bridges but then again, you never know if you run into those people again. Life is a wheel that keeps on turning and things do happen when you least expect it.
Now why in the world did I put the title anticlimax? Could it be that I had such high hopes of being real friends with those two and gave up the cause? That might be it because comes a time when you really couldn’t care less or have grown tired of trying. Or both. Ciao!
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