Just Mindless Ramblings

Comes the time when I feel so happy, I fear what comes next.  Well right now I’m feeling quite lonely.  When I text people, they don’t answer.  When I send them a hi on YM, they sign out.  Hmmm.. I wonder.. As it is, the internet is my only link to the outside world, rather my home, family and friends in the Philippines.  Sometimes it bothers me to the extent that I call them outright.  At times I just make up excuses like: maybe they did not receive my text message (impossible!) or maybe the chat message did not come through (lalong impossible!!)  Oh well.. That’s how I am, I make excuses for people maybe to avoid resenting them or just in order to accept the fact that some really do not want to be disturbed.  I for one have instances that go online just to chat to my sister or my daughter or that special someone, for a specific purpose.  That’s why I understand when people ignore me.  Hehehe!!  Why then as WHAT HAPPENED?

The other week, I felt like I was in heaven.. Ooohhh.. charing.. well, I had my vacation leave and had the chance to go around, shop a bit, and my visitor was with me!! That was great! But then again, it’s taboo to talk about it.. that’s the down part.. so no use blogging about it.. well, I made a powerpoint file with all the text and pictures about our trip for future use when we want to go down memory lane.

 One of my friends here said that he had gone places when he was younger but regrets the fact that he didn’t take pictures.  I used to be like that before, quite considering it ummm… unnecessary? But now when we are older, yes, the memories dim.. when we talk about our experiences and travel we cannot visualize the places anymore.  Which is why I am now trying to capture special moments on camera because as you well know, these moments can never be duplicated again, ever.. Ciao!

~ by jai01 on October 12, 2008.